それらしい言い訳を見つけることに必死
変化に二の足、動かないことのそれらしい言い訳を見つけることに必死。
時間は飛ぶように消え、振り返っても、その日に何をやったかわからない。自分がプレーヤーでいることを諦め、批判する方に回っていく。プレーヤーにならず、他人のことに、グチグチ批判垂れるだけの人生なんて真っ平。他人を羨ましがる人生なんて真っ平。
同じ場所に止まっていても何も変わらないというを切実に感じる。ただ動けない。ただ動けない。重い。体が重い。とにかく何かを。とにかく何かを。ああ、ばっさり行きたい。ばっさりと。
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Desperate for a plausible excuse
Scared of change, desperate to find a plausible excuse for not moving.
Time flies and you look back and don’t know what you did that day. You give up being a player and turn to criticism. I don’t want to live a life where I don’t become a player and all I do is complain and criticise other people. I don’t want to live my life envying other people.
I really feel that if I stay in the same place, nothing will change. I just can’t move. I just can’t move. I feel heavy. My heart is heavy. Just do it. Just do it. I want to go out . I want to go out.
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