自分にとって、意味のないものがなくなりつつある

2023.10.8

自分にとって、意味のないもの。無駄なもの。大人になってくると、そういうもの勝手に決めつけてしまう。時間は有限だから、今までの経験でそういったものを決めるのは良いのだろうけれど、そういうものを勝手に決めて遠ざけていると行動もパターン化する。

自分にとって意味のないもの。無駄なもの。自分にとっては、最近までテレビゲームが自分にとって意味のないものだった。小学生時代は徹夜でドラクエなどをやり、本当にゲームに熱中していたけれど、高校からまったくやらなくなり20年ほどゲームに触っていなかった。

今後ゲームの世界と現実の世界が一体になってくる可能性もある今、改めて今年PS5を買い、いま一生懸命リハビリ中。

リハビリ最初のソフトは、20年ぶりぐらいのFFシリーズ。今年出たFF16を一番イージーモードでクリア。次は何をやろう？どうせやるなら名作を！と次のゲームを色々と物色していたところ、芸術的ともいえるフロムソフトウェアのゲームを発見。

さっそく今日、エルデンリングとアーマードコア６を買った。どうせやるなら、名作を！これでなんとか自分の中のゲーム脳を復活ほぐしていきたい。

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Things that don’t mean anything to me disappear.
Things that mean nothing to me. Things that are useless. As we grow older, we decide these things for ourselves. Time is finite, so it’s fine to decide things based on past experiences, but if I decide on my own to stay away from such things, behaviour will also become patterned.

Things that have no meaning to me. Things that are useless. Until recently, video games were meaningless to me. When I was in primary school, I used to stay up all night playing games, and I was really into them, but I stopped playing them in high school and haven’t touched a game for about 20 years.

Now that there is a possibility that the world of games and the real world will become one in the future, I bought a PS5 this year and am currently working hard on my rehabilitation.

The first software I’m rehabilitating is the FF series, which I haven’t played for about 20 years. I finished FF16, which came out this year, on the easiest mode. What should I play next? If I’m going to play, I want to play a masterpiece! I was looking for my next game and discovered a From Software game that could be described as artistic.

I bought Elden Ring and Armoured Core 6 today. If I’m going to play them, I’m going to play the masterpieces! I want to be able to revive and relax the gaming brain in me.